Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Feeling Left Out

I'm feeling left out because, I thought parents are suppose to treat their kids equally right? Well, I don't feel that way because my mom favors my brother more than me, she does everything for him and when I ask for help it becomes where I'm aguring with my mother, and then we just hang up the phone or she tells me that I should find away to get the help I need, she tells me she has no money, but then I come to find out from my dad that my mother gives my brother money, and it makes me upset and angry and I just want to scream really loud, and instead of that I start feel left out and upset with them. My temper burns up where I can't control it and I start with everyone around me, it also seems that my mother likes to spoil her grandkids as well, she has been spoiling my daughter since she was a teenager and still does and my daughter now is 21 years old, she says my daughter is a little princess to her and she gets away with everything. If I tell my daughter what to do she runs to her grandmother or Nana and says mom yelled at me, and my mother believes her. I know that they're against me but yet when it comes to money they call me and ask if I have any cash for them, but when I need some help I don't get it so what am I supposed to do with that situation, my friends tell me to let it go, and forget them, well my friends are my roommates.

I just don't get it at all my brother works in a doctor's office sometimes in the hospitals and he makes more than an adverage person does, I know that for a fact cause he went to medical school, and got his GED and MASTERS: You tell me does someone like that working in the medical school needs money, he works 39 to 45 hrs and he sometimes works graveyard shifts as well, he has a big house and two cars so please help out here? So, I'm guessing cause he turned his life around he gets more attention than me? My parents had two kids not one, somethimes, I feel my mother doesn't approve in what I do in life, I've got two kids and I treat them the same, my daughter choose the wrong friends and my son is going to college to be an video game tech and a police officer.

So, all this I do feel left out all the time so please let me know how I should handle it?